so. its been an eternity since i have visited this blog. SO much has happened.
In a nutshell.
Came home from Australia.
Mia owned me for 2 weeks.
Replased and used again.
Had an intervention.
Had almost 60 days binge & purge free.
Joined Anorexic and Bulimics Anonamyous
Replased and gave into Mia.
Went to Hawaii, and it got worse.
More Mia... Than More ANA.
NOW:
I am back at the clinic in the hospital... but this time out of
my own free will. Im moving forward no matter how many steps i take
back and no matter how much i still feel ana and mia pulling me back.
I spend all day on the unit in the hospital and i cant leave, or go
to the bathroom without a nurse. But i dont care. If that means mia
dies... THEN DIE BITCH! i HATE YOU!
Love you all girls!
Stay strong, live free and love your life!!
This addict is breaking free
xxoxo
Rachel
